Well, ha! not anymore. I had my first post-op drs visit & am deciding to make this morning's weigh-in official: I have lost 15lbs!
I'm watching all the jenny craig/weight watchers/gyms commercials on tv now & I feel so relieved. Relieved that I don't have to do a new year's resolution this time but knowing I'm still gonna lose weight. Relieved that come mid-Feb when most people have fallen by the wayside I know I'll just be getting into the groove. :) its just starting to begin to feel like I might actually be able to do this...but it mostly just feels surreal.
my blood pressure reading today was the lowest in been in a very looooog time. surreal.
My jeans came out of the dryer this morning & slipped right on! My first non-scale victory (NSV). sniff, sniff.