Monday, April 9, 2012
Paper or Plastics?
I am looking into plastic surgery & have meet with several surgeons over the last few weeks to explore options. I know there are lots of different opinions about going under the knife and, while I respect everyone's viewpoint, I don't have an issue with it. At this point in my life, objecting to plastics on some moral basis seems like raising a fuss after the horses have already left the barn. I've done lots of things to alter my appearance/body: I use make-up, I color my hair, I wear high heeled shoes & a bra, my ears are pierced, I had braces, I even have a plastic tube around my stomach! Not sure I understand the logic that plastics crosses some boundary. In the interest of full disclosure, I have done this before...15years ago I did lipo while shedding for the wedding. I do not miss those saddlebags!
I'm sure there will be many, many posts on this subject but lets start with a series. Today, I'll go over my wish list. Next post, I'll dish on the 3 drs I've seen & share their quotes (still picking my jaw up off the floor in some cases). Lastly, I'll disclose my decision.
At the beginning of WLS, I didn't think I'd do plastics. At first, I was like "if I just lose the weight, I'll be happy" I'm happy but I want more. I was good before the band, I'm great after the band but now I want to be spectacular. Why? Well, because I can. Because I never thought I'd be this close but now I'm here and I have this vision in my head of rocking a bikini. At 40. :)
Here's my problem areas:
1. Butt. As I've mentioned before, my ass has not fared well in this journey. It sags way low & there is a ton of loose, wrinkly skin at the bottom of my bottom. If I'm wearing a skirt or dress, it looks ok but pants are a real problem. Pants that fit my waist end up flattening out my bum like some huge doughy pizza crust. This is the number one hurdle in the way of rocking that bikini.
2. Boobs. I'm almost 40, I've had a kid, I nursed and I lost 80lbs. Of course my boobs need some work!!! I just want them back in their original position and I'd like a matched set. One boob has always been bigger than the other & the, ahem, headlights have never pointed in the same direction. Its time to correct these issues. I know its common practice to add implants after big weight loss but I really do not want bigger boobs. When I was a fatty I wore a 38DD - now I'm a 34D. When I was a fatty, I had to resort to getting my work shirts custom made so I could button them. I always felt bad for that one button that had to strain so hard. And now? I wear a size 6 shirt but I continue to wear a tank top underneath because I still can't button up those shirts. that poor little button.
3. Belly. all in all, my belly looks ok but I have a ton of extra skin. all from my belly button up to my boobs. When I pull up the skin, it looks great. From belly button on down, its ok.
4. Flying squirrels. I don't know what to call this issue so I call it a flying squirrel. To me, a batwing is the bottom part of the upper arm in the tricep area. This is not a batwing (I'm quite satisfied with my tris). This is issue with copious amounts of excess flesh spilling over the band of my bra & tucked up into my arm pits. This does make me hugely self-conscious & prevents me from wearing tanks and other summer items.
These are the areas that annoy me the most when I look in the mirror. Next post - the docs!